HER

When I saw her walk by I felt delight
When I met her I handed her flowers
Her lovely smile is like a summer's night
Her hair smells like a garden of flowers
Her eyes are more mystical then a bilk
Her body is beautiful like a fairy
Her velvety skin is softer than silk
The taste of her lips are sweet as cherry
She is my love, she is my everything
If you are not my love, then you're a ghoul
Will she leave me? I gave her everything
The hideous heart break will hurt my soul
If she left me, my heart will be missing
But my love for her is everlasting

Beautiful Dream

I fell in a field of flowers
Not sure how I fell
I got up and looked around
There was a girl in a white dress
With white petals falling around her
She had gorgeous black hair
I had never seen a girl more beautiful then her
She said something
But I could not hear her
Slowly I realized
This was all a dream
The girl of my dreams will forever be a dream
I hope that someday I will meet her
The saddest part to all this is
I do not recall what she looks like
But I know she was beautiful

Birth

Born into a world of darkness
with a heart full of hatred
the only feeling that’s understandable is pain

Endlessly searching for something
not knowing what it is that should be found
chasing the same dream like a fool

A dream of salvation
it's nothing more than just another nightmare
this is a fairy tale that we're all trapped in

"Do you ever dream about dying?
tomorrow is just another day
assuming we'll live that long"

Dreamer

Endlessly dreaming the same dream
Dreaming about that person
A person that doesn't exist
Never have we met but someday we will
Only you know where you are
Imagination is my reality
These beautiful dreams are nightmares
Dreaming the same dream endlessly

Loner

Being alone seems so lonely
It's a feeling that will always linger
We look at the sky as if answers were hidden in the clouds
If only life was that easy

Sorrow

Suffering the same pain
Year after year
This pain is nothing compared to hers
I am nothing but a burden
A mistake full of regrets
This void will never disappear
But maybe i will someday

Fading

Decaying into the abyss
This darkness will consume me someday
It is just a matter of time
Nothing will stop it
It can only be delayed for so long
Feeling so much regret can drive one crazy
Dwelling on the past can hinder our growth
Being clouded by the past has blinded my future

Seeing you suffer reminded me of him
Every second wishing to see you smile again
Losing you would be the death of me
Seeing her suffer was unbearable
She is the strongest lady I know
Our mother is an amazing person
All the things she sacrificed
I am nothing but a disappointment
It should have been me not you
Almost dying must be haunting
Perhaps his death gave you life

In the end
I am better than half the world
We live in a sad yet beautiful world
I want to show this beauty to you

Rain

We are who we are for a reason
Regardless if we know this or not
That's just how it is
Sometimes people try to destroy each other
Or themselves
The whore is loved by many but can never love
The swain loved her but knew she would never be his
They became best friends but over the years he would just be in more pain
He destroyed their friendship, she was never seen again by him
The last thing he said to her was,
"That’s right. There’s no reason for you to fall in love, is there?"
Whenever his friends question his actions, he would simply reply
"I would destroy her life over and over again for eternity if I could"